Bryter Layter

Had an amazing weekend. Such a good laugh and got to hang out with so many sound people. Really enjoyed it. Just starting to really stress about getting a job soon. It's unbelievably hard right now as a lot of people will know. Can definitely say I can see the effects of the recession affecting me. But I'm sure I'm due some luck anytime soon. Reading back on my venting on this has annoyed me so I'm determined to stop starting now! Ha. I currently appreciate my friends a lot. They're awesome!

xo!

I guess with friends like these

Who the fuck needs enemies

I want to hear you sad

Cut me deep, so you can see
Everything's not what it seems
On my knees I'm breaking down
Just know I loved you when I hit the ground



xo

Waste of a day

Fuck this place
I've lost the one
I'm giving up
She found someone

A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar...

"I am Flawed, But I am cleaning up so well, I am seeing in me now the things You swear you saw yourself"

I can't understand why I ever go through phases of not liking this band as much. Been listening to them all night and thought I'd post a wee update dedicated to them cause they're definitely one of the best bands that are still together right now. DVD will definitely have to get swatched right now.


xo!

drowsy

I slept with my phone in my hand
to make sure I didn't miss the calls you didn't make


xo!

Tonight

I've been thinking a lot tonight about where I am right now in my life and how it's been to this point. There are so many people in my life I've met and connected with and in general care about a lot. Even if it's been something small like talking about our problems when we've met each other or been someone who's been a friend of mines for a while and we don't speak as much anymore, I genuinely care so much about all of you. There are so many little things I am grateful for that some people who may be reading this will have done for me. As hard as I find it to describe exactly how I'm feeling right now and without naming names I'm just extremely grateful to anyone who has ever given me the time of day. Even if there are some of you that I am thinking about while I write this that I don't speak to anymore or as much as I used to, I consider you as being one of the reasons I am the person I am today and in this moment right now I am so grateful for that. I hope at least some people read this and can understand where I'm coming from right now and how I'm feeling right now. There might be some people who will read and not realise you are one of these people I've talked about but I hope some of you will maybe realise you are one of the people I'm referring to. Either way I appreciate it all so much. I have high hopes for this year and the future and I hope I'm still in contact with as many of you as possible. If you happen to come across this and have had the time to read through it all then I appreciate it and hope to hear from you at some point.

To clarify I am not drunk right now and deciding to randomly rant about this. I just took the time to look back on some things and wanted to try and describe how I feel. I know it might sound like a really random possibly stupid rant and not something everyone will follow but I figured saying it would help me sum up how I feel right now and I'm just glad I'm getting to rant positively about something.

xo!