Tonight

I've been thinking a lot tonight about where I am right now in my life and how it's been to this point. There are so many people in my life I've met and connected with and in general care about a lot. Even if it's been something small like talking about our problems when we've met each other or been someone who's been a friend of mines for a while and we don't speak as much anymore, I genuinely care so much about all of you. There are so many little things I am grateful for that some people who may be reading this will have done for me. As hard as I find it to describe exactly how I'm feeling right now and without naming names I'm just extremely grateful to anyone who has ever given me the time of day. Even if there are some of you that I am thinking about while I write this that I don't speak to anymore or as much as I used to, I consider you as being one of the reasons I am the person I am today and in this moment right now I am so grateful for that. I hope at least some people read this and can understand where I'm coming from right now and how I'm feeling right now. There might be some people who will read and not realise you are one of these people I've talked about but I hope some of you will maybe realise you are one of the people I'm referring to. Either way I appreciate it all so much. I have high hopes for this year and the future and I hope I'm still in contact with as many of you as possible. If you happen to come across this and have had the time to read through it all then I appreciate it and hope to hear from you at some point.

To clarify I am not drunk right now and deciding to randomly rant about this. I just took the time to look back on some things and wanted to try and describe how I feel. I know it might sound like a really random possibly stupid rant and not something everyone will follow but I figured saying it would help me sum up how I feel right now and I'm just glad I'm getting to rant positively about something.

xo!